I can relate to this post of Steve Beckow very easily. The bits that I resonate with particularly, I have made bold.
Let me just have my own say a bit here too. I too am sick and tired of the majority of people in daily life talking and behaving from ego and attachment. Even so-called new-agers are often just as enmeshed in books they’ve read, opinions they have taken on like a jacket – people who ironically have yet to discover their own inner truth and be humbled in the process. Maybe I’m being a bit harsh, but that’s how it’s felt for – I have to say – quite some time. And all this truth-information is not the deepest level. It is simply a discussion from within the Matrix about what’s wrong with the Matrix. On the odd occasion when a conversation occurs about real, authentic spiritual realization, I am uplifted beyond measure. That’s my say for now.
Comments, as always, welcome.
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I’m going through a hugely unpredictable and uncomfortable phase at the moment and I feel a need to communicate it. The only way I can think to describe it is to say “I need more.”
I need more challenge. I need a bigger job. I need more to be at stake.
I need more honesty. I need more courage. I need more people who are taking on the world’s unworkability, playing big, and risking everything.
There isn’t anything in my life that I can think of at this moment that adequately challenges me or that satisfies me at more than a superficial level. The thought of eventually being a part of handling sums so large they would make your head spin does not interest me in the slightest. None of what the world has to offer interests me.
I’m impatient with people talking to me in contrived ways. I’m tired of image management. I’m tired of silliness and simple comfort and lack of vision. I want to be met and met with honesty, courage, and boldness. I want to bump up against people and be seen and heard, not run away from.
I feel like moulting my life or breaking free of everything. While I respect all that is honest, courageous and selfless, I have no further use for anyone’s communication (not mine, not anyone else’s) that is simply designed to bolster ego, win affirmation or anything else that shows up for me like small, standing still, or wasting time.
No matter how big the project is, no matter how much it seems to weigh in the values that the world holds dear, I have not the slightest interest in it if it does not greatly shift the balance of what’s amiss in our world, address a wrong, or make a huge difference in the way we lead our lives as a collectivity.
I know this sounds outrageous and may offend nine people out of ten, but I’m tired beyond words of the petty pace I live my life at, the silliness that passes for conversation, and the lack of people I can bounce up against and encounter substantially. I’m tired of people hiding, playing nice, and staying small. For God’s sake, come out and meet me!
That’s all I can say about it, no matter who I offend or what standards I violate.
Something has to shift for me. Something has to change. Or I’ll set off for Agartha or travel to Tibet or ask to be taken off this planet and given a new assignment.
The whole game we’re playing needs to pick up pace. People need to dig in and begin shouldering the task that lies ahead of us or my interest will fade.
We’re playing altogether too small as a race, as a planet, for me and my liking. And I can’t stand it.
I cannot wait any longer – not for the galactics or the celestials or the ascended masters – but for us to begin. Begin what? To begin addressing the unworkability around us and turning it into workability. I don’t know what else to advise anyone more specifically than that. Look around you and see what isn’t working and address it. But for heaven’s sake, let’s begin.
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